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June 08
SCHOOL LIFE
LETS UPDATE THE LIFE IM IN...
I never thankful enough being where I am NOW.
Yup SO much for the updates right...
Okays. Now Im in REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC
Taking DESIGN FOR INTERACTIVITY.
The course which cater my interest and hopefully it leds me somewhere!
AT the moment i'm enjoying two weeks break!
which i believe i so need it since i had to school straight after i quitted my job.
Sigh of relief....
Its been almost 8 weeks of School.
Getting use to the routine. Yup what differ Rp from other polys you may ask, is that we are working towards Problem Based Learning (PBL)
School for me starts at 9. Then We begin with our 1st meeting which ends at 10. We have our 1st hr breakout.
Then the class will gather by 11 for the 2nd meeting and have our 2nd breakout for 2hrs 30 mins and gather for the 3rd meeting which consists of teams presentation at 2.30pm.
Dismissal time is Normally 4.30-5pm?
Yup my school life just revolve what mention above basically
But not forgetting on our part we still have evaluation, Reflection journal and quiz to submit before midnight everyday!
Well its though when you do the same procedure for like your entire school life there?
3 freaking years
My experience was, encounter many types of people.
I have friends of both extremes.Some you see just totally give up.
Some may find what we learn in yr 1 is a total bulllshitting and irrelevent to the course they are in.
Some, come to school without purpose but just time passing
But i like it as it is. I mean what is there to lose? KNowLEDGE gaining should be a bliss aint it. something new to register so why not. I just take it as an asset =)
New Friends.
New ADAPTATION?
It felt like sometimes we fit in too well in our comfy zone that we forgot how to get out of it?
As for me i just forgotten how to mingle around.
*laugh*
How new surrounding can change you as a person....
Believe me, I'm totally not me in RP.
Quiet. too focus. Serious. Hmmm maybe time does change a person aint it?
Classmates, Awesome people. W15G the class that rocks.
Despite the class choas over some dispute misunderstanding among somen, which i'm not involve coz i'm the neutral one there
I LOVE THE CLASS.
SAD in 6 months class changing.
AS said, enjoy the moment there is.
....
YOU KNOW
SUDDENLY The urge i used to have in secondary school is GONE
KAaa-Puish
You knw that feeling where you look forward to go school?
I can't find that in me anymore.
SAD aint it?
I feel emtpy, OH where is my spirit? ALL i hold on to is to perform well for my grades.
Oh this is.. BAD
I surely hope i gain it back before it really runs out.
C'mon RP interest me please.
Grades wise, Not to worry.
Been good so far...
A's and B's
But one thing for sure maintaining good grades ain't easy.
I mean RP do DAILY grading.....!!!
tiring huh? tell me about it.
You must put out your best best performance each timeee.!
So far i met with five lectures or we call them FACILITATOR
Or for short FACCI....
2 Men 3 Ladies
TOughest to pleased to me is the computing Facci
His cute... but mind you getting an A for his Lesson is simply HARD.
He sets his standard very high i must say.
Other Modules, yup its possible...
*laugh You can say my least A i got is COMPUTING
Oh well perserve is ALL I NEED.
That's about all that involve in my school life for now
till then
much LOVE
MISS.
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ITS 24 JANUARY 2008 People.
time checked: 1107hrs.
Where am i?
Workplace.
Overseas Family School
The Moment of truth will be revealed in 3 hours
Yesh.Yesh
O levels results.
Lets reflect...
Am i prepared?well of course i am anxious to know. Wait its a mixed feelings. haha
Still uncertain on how i feel right now
okays lets make some deals,
I AM GOING TO BE PROUD WITH WHAT EVER RESULTS I GET
coz i believe I did my best this time. SO what ever outcome, I'll accept it this time.
Hopefully my effort of risking one year of my life is worthwhile.
Yesh Miss Noor Faridah Has no regrets.
No matter what.
I have to say the 2nd attempt taking my O levels is something worth. I learn many things and know myself deeper. Patience is the key. being more independent. I feel like a whole new person. The feelings is totally different unlike 2006, with my wonderful bunch of people.
I'm glad to be where i am now.
We'll see how i flare for my O's. Prelims L1R4 i got 20 pts. This time hopefully its lower.
I want to go for Design Courses.
Well people say it started as a dream and it'll will soon be reality.
All you got to do is believe it and strive to achieve What matters to you eventhough the first few attempt was a BIG failure.
so up thanks people for your endless Encouragement.
I'll update.
much LOVE,
Herself
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People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walkaway.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
I Hope You are a Lifetime to me.
M . F . A . S
Much Love
Herself
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Its Been a while.....
Here's something i think shall share here too.
hmm sorry its in Malay, something i wrote out of the BLueS.
Its The Mind that did the analyzing so let the mind tells stories,
my fingers are just a conveying messenger. hahaaha~craPness
Hanya kata-kata yang tersirat di mindaKu
Kenangan tetap kenangan biarlah perjalinan itu terputus tapi jangan kenangan itu kita biarkan ia Luput. Ambil lah iktibar disebalik hubungan yang telah berakhir itu. Memang pahit untuk menerima kenyataan tapi anggaplah ini semua satu ujian. Dan pasti ada hikmahnya. mengajar kita etri hidup.
Namun jangan lah menagih dan terus menanti kasih sayang dari orang yang telah pergi itu. Harus pasrah dalam apa-apa pun jua. Hidup harus diteruskan dan teruskan lah berusaha. Jangan mudah berputus asa.
InsyaAllah pasti akan ketemu jodoh yang tersurat buat kita suatu saat nanti.
Sentiasa Doa yang terbaik buat kita.
Kalau ikut hati; MATI
Kalau Ikut rasa; BINASA
hmm benar?
Tiada guna ada Mata kalau tidak tahu melihat,
Tiada guna ada Hati klau tidak tahu menilai...
Tiada guna ada Suara klau tidak tahun melafazkan kata-kata yang tersirat.
ini lah SOAL HATI...
Ungkapan tersirat Di minda
much love,
idah
Minal Aidil Wafalizin
Mohon MaafKu pinta.
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heys!!!
know what my mom, she got a minute of fame. hehs
On 21 august while she was working, she's being busted by the Warna 94.2 DJs. cool hehs.
untung tak untung!~
Its one of the shows where the DJs spy to see who is an avid listener of their warna stations.
she's cute la thing is she's tune to the station but didn't realised that the station was spying on her all along. mak...mak.. hehs.
she was presented some sovenir & cert i think. here's some pics
~she was presented with the cert.
hmmm.. sookeeenyyaa diaaa..
haha..
talking to the Radio station..
more pics, visit warna's webbies..
Okays 94.2 rocks! ok maybe to the older generationss hehs.
=end=
gosh i so miss DNT.
that day Nazri came up to 2nd level, my study spot and asked for tips for his folio. so me being nice. *winks* i helped. awwhh
oh and i saw my folio.yea.MINE. so happy..
brings so much memories of the class of the effort of the workshop of tchrs.
Happy days always looking forward to DNT period where we listen to Mp3 and did our folio, party with crackers and have FUNNNNNNnn....laugh.laugh.
Mr Chong, the Joker The party guy
Mr Tan, The brainy one.. he just have so many IDEAS
Mr Lim hmm.hmmm.. haha can't think of one haha
Mr Azlan... THE savior... The sincere one..the best!!!!!!!!
Mr Johan, The cheeky one.. hehs. ask fida she sure has LOADS to say..
fashion statement
the dayss.happy days.tension day.worry days.
a glimpse of the workshop
The fashiiooOn....a.k.a for Good Posture device
the effort that got me distinction
The cute one. Nur Adinah Mr azlan daughter, those days doing sewing of my artefact at his place!
O-level folio 2006
did i mention i miss my clan?
oh my we did loads together.we had the fun years of our lives..
beautiful memories..together.. rarely misunderstanding....
we are just having fun bein a SChooL girlssss...
2004.parade square during teachers' day.hurhur life was much fun those days
much.much.much misssed! they rock!
together-ness..
school girls...
insanity strikes..
fai & herself
omg gone were those daysss....
turn back the time... paused it.pleaseeeee!
heys gfs btw i missed you all. you are really much.much LOVE bu me.
*weep*
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okays.
I'm in the chain. i'm the lucky one. i was tagged to play this game. silly? haha you be the judge. well being silly once awhile is ok ryte? hehs.lets have a lil bit of Fun! hmm thing is not only one but 3 peeps. hehs. am i special to u babes.. awwhh haha i'm in ur thots. how cute!
rules of the game:
a player who has been listed to be one of the lucky six has to write in their blog about themselves. You have to write 10 silly things or any facts about yourself. at the end of it you must choose your lucky six friends to do it. No tagging back!
(aite i'll go for fact about me aite, down.down memory lane... of her lyfe.)
1. i was a very shy girl. believe it or not but when i was young, i didn't talk to anyone except my family members. not even my relative. during raya, i can sit still not eating or drinking what ever offered.
my hair used to be longg & curly and i used that as my shield and cover my face.(goodness idah doesn't reflect ur personality now)
2. When i was a little girl, i was nearly kidnapped while playing with farid outside my corridor. he force me to one corner while farid throw slippers to him. Lucky me he just took away the gold necklace mom wear on me.(hmm orelse i won't be here ain't it... perhaps in thailand?)=)
3. I never failed to cry every yr raya during forgiveness session and was teased badly by the bro(s). fact is now that i stop the joke is on-going. not fair!(penyedih lah katekan)
4.when i was 10, b4 heading for cca,(malay dance i tink) me n my best friend syafiqah used to collect 1cent at the cwp fountain that used to have loads of 1 or 5 cents & in the end we use it to buy saint cinnamon. yummy. yet bad girl!
5. for the 1st I gone thru monkey love; had a huge crush on my primary sch classmate lasted for 5 yrs. his name was Daeng Iskandarian Shah.(hehs not bad=)
6. I used to be so scared of my neighbour, Cik Mokthar.thot he was a monster. he had scary face & hesh head tilts. i cried most of e time. hehs.
7. Me & farid was accused of killing our pet.(perhaps was fated to die) hehs. coz we feed him cheeze. and the bros cried when burried the cat at the playgrd soil. they wore baju melayu n songkok. cute!
8. when i was 6, i cut an orange with an upside down knife n was brought to hospital coz i bleed to hell. till now still have scars on my thumb.=)
9.I tink i'm liking someone pretty. pretty deep. Really admire him.i've fallen in silence.*blush.*blush
10. I'm still am... hehs.....
And the lucky 6 goes to; Athirah Hassan
Rafina Lalita
Khalisah Supreman
Mikhail Sutresno
Nuraini Ahmad
Nurhayati Ahmad
Good Luck??
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Morning.Morning. Rise and shine ppl~ ( actually intend to post earlier it was 1 month ago. lol. oh well i have my reasons. so sorry meantime, enjoyss)
~self reflect~its, 0645hrs. Saturday morning. In half an hour, have to attend meeting at KFC. hehs. Lame. yeyness. We've been doing this so frequently that i kind of got sick of this "meetings!"One Big happy family....hehs! kfc peeps
ouh well... Just because the head of KFC goin to be there... LAme excuse.. hahaha
aite i'll edit this post when i have some pix to share...!
monthly birthday celebration!!!=)
manager talk... seriousssss babe.. must be talking about the genting trip wee!
picture sessiOoon
underAge boys smoking... someone call the cops. haha
NAtIONAL day is like a week away! I WANA GO!!!!! but where have all the tix disappeared??
Okays anyone care to spare me NDP tix? i soo wana witness it..=(9 august 07
Happy 42 Birthday Singapore...!!!
There'll be a long.Long weekend. =) Love it.
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my experience on
National Day.
sadly can't get tics to watch NDP. it'll be nice to see it LIVE.
It was 5years ago that i was involved in the NDP 02. Choir performance.
The experience was superb. tiring yet worth our precious time.
hope to be involve again sometime next year.
~The happening moments~
great time spend with the girlfriends.Intan Etri & myself
was working in the morning. then after work, rush and went to Cityhall to witness fireworks.Human traffic was inevitable. Everyone was excited to watch the 10 minutes lasting fireworks.Goodness. How patient ppl can be.
worth? hmm maybe.
Town was packed with ppl in reddie.red.red.
me, im neutral. haha. perhaps i go for PEACE!=)
we walked from cityhall mrt, trying to get to merlion where my bro was. but couldn't crossover. that we walked all the way to raffles Mrt. and back to cityhall. what a walking expedition.
But i enjoyed the moments wit gfs. having our own fun and perhaps watching the ppl ard going to the extreme just to have e perfect spot...!
perrrfffeeecct spot!
wanted to meet up with Shahril and gang but they were stuck at cityhall underground tunnel. after hours when the MRT line was not that bad, we meet up sat at raffles link bk had a taste of MOF icecream and back to WOODLANDS via Mrt coz we cldn't get cabbies.
headed to AL Ameen to have our dinner. and headed hommie ard 12 plus?
WHAT A DAY!
lol.
but of course we manage to captures shots!!
Its just US!
its the wind. nahhh juzt having bad hair day!!hehs
love the set!=)
excited sak gua! haha
taking a break at MAC. tired!!
train ride heading to AL-AMeen
high schOoL buddiesssAfter That week there'll be like exams. one after another.The Journey Begins!i name it HEAD BANGING WEEK!!!where we got to crack all the brain cells.Ouch!!! ~self reflect!~ Recently i intend to go for religious talk. Its been awhile. Initially i thought why not wait till after my O levels. But come to think back. religious knowledge is a blessing to gain. Should not put O levels as an excuse for me not going for the class. Its a calling i have to say. and i feel fortunate to feel the sudden urge to attend the class. Actually i admire this Ustazah of mine. She is none other then Ustazah Habsah Senin. Known her since i was young when i followed mom to religious talks at DARUL AMAN mosque at geylang. Love her style. So ya kinda used to her. So now that im partially a grown woman, yet fully teen, got to have the initiative to push myself to attend it. ITS NOW OR NEVER! Apparently she open a class at the mosque in yishun. DARUL MAKMUR. every thursday 8 pm. so yea there's an opportunity. Here's some updates...!The most embarassing moment of my life was when i went for my first lesson. i was not updated about the timing so forth. wanted to ask CIKGU NORLIN for the info but she was on MC that morning. So i assume was after Isyak prayers. And i decided to invite Huda to tagg along. when we reach, everyone was already sitted. so we found a spot and settle down. after 15mins later, to our surprise, They all recite the DOA. OMG. It has ended. and US? we feel so ashamed. And the worst part is before Ustazah started the prayers, she did glance at me in the eyes... Well after which lesson learnt! Knew the timing and all. Its how sincere you feel inside that really matters afterall. Its was accidentally! Opps Okays. Last week i went by myself. this time i'm on time! cool. & saw Cg Norlin & family seated at the other end. The angelic daughters & her mom. The session was incredible. really. The lesson was about TAUHID.after the session, went up to cg. she intend to offer me ride but since there's lots of ppl, i insisted to went home by myself prefer to have that walk Alone.some how reflecting... anyways anyone wana tagg along, beep me okays?setiap kali doa dgn bersungguh2 menunjjukkan keimanan kita terhadap-NYA. maka itu sering kan lah berdoa dan sentiasa redha dgn ujian yg diberi. Sentiasa mohon Taufiq Dan hidayat dari-NYA. ingt, ALLAH tidak memberi jika kita tidak meminta.
Okays let me share what i recalled: Sifat-sifat yang Harus pd ALLAH.
Kesugguhan kita terhadap ALLAH. Keikhlasan hati
ini memberikan ku peringatan bahawa tujuan sebenarku dilahirkan di muka bumi ini... Aku hanyalah hamba...
Went with huda..
herself... ~self reflect~ Sometimes i feel like i'm dying slowly inside.What she's feels right now; E.M.P.T.Y. The Motivation factor running LOW. really low. The girl you once know just doesn't feel herself lately. I wonder too. Naughty mind loves to wonder. Naughty brains keep procrastinating. Naughty self feels so NOT HER!!!Stop idah. Enuff. better pull yourself together. I need my motivation pills. I really need it right now to keep pushing me to go for the extreme...yes.yes. Go idah!!GO~c'mon you're doing great. Don't stop now...!
counting down.....60 more days to O LEVELS...
anyways.. maybe the next time i''ll update perhaps shud be after my o? hehs
facing reality is never easy hard to fathom what lies beneath...
hmmm.... life....
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World Greatest dad!!
yea, I've long to post this hehs. but was occupied with stuff....
first & foremost happy Father's day to my Beloved dad!yey-Ness!
Got him a Bar of Cabury Brazil Nuts..the huge pack.basically nothing much but people say it's the thoughts and efforts that really matter right?Okays. I feel so lucky to have a father like him....!
his never-ending love care showed for children is foreseen. I'm, thankful that my dad is not those typical dad who doesn't strive for the best of the family and only spend wasting their time at coffee shops or those that can't be bothered about the family and flirt with other womens.18years of my life, i seen how my dad pampered us especially me being the last child. I see him strive to the fullest to improve our lives...
Yeah. hesh no any ordinary dad to me. Hesh indeed special. A real family man.And a real special in my heart.Well if i were to find the love of my life.I would want him to be someone similar to my dad. yesh. I want that loving, responsible, caring hilarious person just like my dad! MAybe you may think i'm crazy.but oh well basically i want him to be responsible & a real family man type of person..
yey and dad's birthday is coming up in September.11/09/1949.
Btw dad, LOVE YOU!!!
Mom & Dad... younger dayssss......
35 years of marriage....!
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<3
